ISN'T MY BERRY SO AWESOME GUYS?!

Friday -
Dad's birthday =)
work 8-1215
bf surprised me after work, went home and ate some left over bbq food.

Saturday -
Metro, (supposed to work, but told them I didn't want to, so they told me I could leave =D ) , Grandview corners w/ Brian and Christian, downtown and then Tropika.. and then nightmarket with jenny and christine

Sunday -
I was planning to stay home and studied, but the weather was so beautiful. I planned a last minute picnic trip.. went to Kits beach w/ Jennifer, bf, Albert, Brian, Christian, Bo & gf, and sam! hehe was pretty funnn

now Im going to do my homework that I should of started a long time agoo....

I am soo exhausted. -.-

Friday - I went to Metrotown with Mary, Vanna, and Jenny to find a gift for Mother's day.. Walked around and around, but all I spent money on was FOOD (not really a surprise here.. haha). Jenny wanted to get mother a mug, so we got one from the Disney Store with Pooh bear on it <3. Went down to new west after to meet up with my little brother alexx to get him something, then since we dind't want to go home, vanna decided we should go to stanley park and "hunt for ghosts".. but we failed. THANK GOD.. cause i was terrified. Had so much fun just cruising around though.. =)

Haha sorry for the crappy picture!

Sat - Worked from 8-12.. After Kim, bf, and Thomas came over.. had some bun bo hue, and then I took like three hours to get ready for Rohan's birthday party.. The party was alright.. too drama-filled for my liking actually. Got in a middle of a fight, soo I have a bruise on my hand and an ankle that is in pain.. haha. Jake, alex, dim, got there as well.. Funny thing is, I've never felt any more awkward than sitting in a room full of people that I were once close with.. haha.. We all drift our different ways. Whatever, got home at 3am.. fell asleep..

Sun - I worked till 3.. on the way home i stopped by price smart to buy my mom a bouquet of flowers & 15 dollars worth of scratch and win lottery tickets! haha she won 12 dollars, so I think that's pretty good! Had a mother's day dinner at home.. and I was just really tired by like 9pm.. I haven't had enough sleep from friday and saturday.

Mon - School, then went home to take a nap.. work up to the screamings of my parents because they were watching the canucks game.. too bad that loss *TEARS.. Had bbt with michelle and jennifer.. cause she wantd to talk to us.. ahha but all the things she told me (cause she thought i didn't know). i alrady knew.. so it wasn't so much of a surpris anymore.. this was regarding A, and J. =P

Today, I had school.. and then I was planning on going to the gym, but I can't fnd my gym pass.. soo.. I am at home in my room doing nothing.. and decided to catch on my blogging.

I don't think anyone actually reads this, but it's so that in 10 years or even like 2 years, I look back on this and I can read and laugh about how stupid I am. =) HAHa

ANYWAY, tis all for now..

xoxO, N

I miss you soo much..
I wish you never left me... & I just wanted to tell you that I love you.

Why do I always put others before me, but when it comes to them, i'm always second to nothing.

I admit it, it really does hurt.

I am totally loving the past couple of days!

Saturday: Got my hair highlighted blonde at Ngoc & Nga.. thanks boyfriend for paying!, i absolutely love it!! After that, I went to metrotown for a bit, then ate at ESTEA with Jenn, Michelle, and the Boyfriend <3

Sunday: Temple, then went to my aunt's house..she has a whole stash of MARY KAY makeup.. and she let me choose whatever I want, FOR FREE! FAVOURITE WORD! haha.

Monday: found out I passed and did pretty well on all four courses I took winter semester! <3lovee!>

Hair done, free makeup, coach bag, passed all courses with good grades.. I AM SOOO HAPPY! hehe

My little sister & I ♥

Short & Sweet.

I went to coquitlam centre w/ my mom and little sister today. Got myself a white thin belt, and a black thick belt..that's all. Haha, after drove to Janneus' house to chill, Laine and Sofie were there.. Played on the wii, ate pizza / chips, "walked" the dog, ate dinner, and rockband.. then drove the girls to sofies.. so now im at home, and I'm just not really in the mood for anything..

xoxo, N

IM DONE MY FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hehe! got 85% percent on my marketing term project, which is good enough I guess! Wooo!
I feel sooo relaxed that I'm done school until.. may.. HAHa dammit. Oh how did my finals go? well.. my accounting one was okay, i restarted like 123242 times.. and we had until 12 to finsh, i restarted from scratch at 1130. HAHA i was freaking rushing like a maniac..which caused me to created some wrong accounts.which then didn't allow me to view my income statement..so I couldn't print it.. i tried to fix the problem but I couldn't.. i felt like I was going to cry.. oh well, i hope i did good though.. marketing? i did okay i think...haha whatever let's not talk about it.
So afterschool I decided to bus home since it was such a nice day out, waited for the bus at surrey central and saw Justin! so we chit chatted on the bus and what not, and then i got home.. then i cleaned my room and got rid of all signs of school. haha =). then i decided to clean my closet, so now its all cleean! got rid of some clothes i don't wear. I'm having a good day.. welll night..

OH AND oh my, canucks game was INTENSE!!!! but they won!! woohooo 4-0 noww, their the first to make it into the 2nd round.. oh how i love them! <3

Ladies & Gentlemen, this is my before and after of the closet. its just folded now =) ahah.

xoxo, N

ready for love!

I worked from 11-3 today at the 108th, and BOY WAS IT CHILLING! I didn't really do anything besides stand and look pretty :). Brian came in at 12, and guess what blog?! He burnt me a cd!!! Cause yesterday I told him about my shitty deal about the theives..and so he txted me last nght and was like "what kind of music do you listen to?" and i said "slow jams, r&b, trance.. but slowjams<3<3 why? are u gonna make me a cd? :)" and he was like "i WAS going to surprise you, but nah im not gonna do it anymore" so i was like "k fine, im gonna go down in my own tears to sleep".. but he actually did stay up late to burn me one, isn't that so nice of him?? Btw, I've known this guy since I was in grade 8-10, then we kind of like drifted and didn't see him, until i bumped into him at work! hehe. Anyway @ break we went to Church's chicken rushed back after and did some work.. then after I got home from work I took a big long nap from like 5-7.. even though I only meant to nap for 30 min since I had to study, which is something I have not done yet, but I'll do it after i finish writing this, i promise =).
2 more days until i'm donee!! woooo!
p.s I love my makeup brushes <3>

xoxo, N

.. and it feels like me, On a good day..

Hi blog =) I know I've been M.I.A for like.. a week almost! wow. But I have a good reason, I swear!
I've been studying my butt off for law and finance final.. now I have accounting and marketing left, please do wish me luck! So.. I had a bad day yestrerday.. I don't think I did very well on my finance exam.. Pretty bummed about it, so I went home and slept till 7pm haha..and ASOT 400 started yesterday! woot, it was really good.. Anyway, today is one of those shitty days again,

I was sleeping and I dreamt that my mom was on the phone with someone tellling them that my car got broken into and they stole my stereo deck so I started to cry, cause yeah I love my car okay LOL.. Then I woke up around 1pm, my mom looks at me and she says "Your car got broken into and they stole your deck" I'm like "WHAT?!?! IT'S NOT A DREAM?1?!" omg, my heart broke.. So i went on my blackberry told my brother, michelle, jay, and my boyfriend.. like seriously.. the theif fucking stole the whole thing..there's an empty hole where my Cd player supposed to be, they even took my BURNT cds from 2006 till now.. and my moms viet music.. like why would you steal burnt cds? and my winnie the pooh cd holder.. UGhh.. im so depresssed!! anyway so my aunty chi called, the one who bought me my cd deck, and my mom told her about the dream that isnt a dream.. and she talked to me and was like "DONT CRY! DONT BE STUPID, ITS NOT WORTH CRYING OVER! ILL GIVE YOU MONEY TO BUY A NEW ONE OK! STOP CRYING!" haha.. I wasn't even crying . it was only in the dream.. but yeah w/e i love her. after all that fiasco.. GUESS WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL??

*drumm rolls please!!

YAYYAYyyy!

That's right, MY COASTAL SCENTS ORDER!! <3>

• Professional Camouflage Concealer Palete - $16.95
• Contour & Blush Palette - $19.95
• Pink Duo Fiber Powder Stippler - $7.95
• Pink Kabuki Brush - $4.99

Isn't such a good deal?!? I mean my MAC STUDIO FIX concealer is about the same price as the WHOLE concealer palette! and it's not bad quality either. Hehe, I am so excited to try out the brushes, but I just washed them.. and they only shed a couple of hairs, but that's not bad at all!

Anyway, enough with my makeup. I'm going to go see 17 Again, the movie with Zac Efron later with my boyfriend=) I miss him so much, I saw him like two days ago though hehe. Then tomorrow I work 11-3..then study, which is something I should be doing right now! Since the last two finals are both on the 21st (tuesday) ..sigh! well. Hasta la vista babeeehs.

xoxo, N

Insomnia '09. It was an okay night.. wasn't the best, and definately not worth the bad burn out I have to go through right now. Brother was drunk, so he told me that I had to take care of him, since he took care of me at the last rave. But ended up him taking care of me again, ILUU broother =). Everyone was there.. even T! He was being a promiscuous little man, oh well, secret safe with me. Went to Albert's for a bit after, had really bad headrushes once again, and puked.. ahh. Not worth it! went back to the boyfriend's after, had a nap..and I woke up feeling a bit better =) Went to Timmies with the boyfriend, J, and M. Got soup <3 but yah..went home and boyfriend came over. had family gather yadadada.. but now i'm just really tired. So I shall go to bed.. GOOD NIGHT= )

xoxo, N

Dalai Lama’s 18 Rules for Living
Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.
Follow the three Rs:
Respect for self
Respect for others
Responsibility for all your actions.
Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
Spend some time alone every day.
Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.
Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.
A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.
In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past.
Share your knowledge. It’s a way to achieve immortality.
Be gentle with the earth.
Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.
Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

Nobody's gonna love me better,
Imma stick with you forever.


Didn't do much today, but however, I DID get to sleep in! I haven't slept till noon in such a long time.. it felt great, hehe. Cleaned the washroom and then started studying.. I'm suprised that I have got a lot done, I'm proud of myself. It's one of those days where I'm just moody again, for no apparent reason. I just want to lay in bed and listen to my slow jams all night...


I really do miss you & I wish you were here, or atleast talk to me. You've really got a hold of me.

xoxo, N

1:56am: Sure, it may seem like I should be happy because I have everything I want, but I've never felt so alone. All these materialistic things do make me happy, but it's the feeling of knowing that you've got people to count on that truly makes me genuinly happy. Just because I have the boyfriend, it doesn't mean I don't need my girlfriends. `cause even the boyfriend isn't here for me all the time..

You don't even know when it hits you

It's crazy how everyone's so busy with their lives, it felt like it was jusut yesterday when we were hanging out at lunch, during classes / skipping, and afterschool. One of the girls made everyone promise to "stay in touch when we got to highschool.. everyone was like "YAH OF COURSE! WE'RE TOGETHER FOREVER", before you know it, high school came along.. we all separated into differnt "cliques", now that we're out of highschool and into post secondary, we're strangers. One of the girls just disappeared, it's like she fell off the face of this earth, ha, ha, i kid i kid. Anyways, how can we just walk by each other like strangers? .. Odd.


From first crush, firt date, to first kiss.. I really do miss the pass, but I can't just sit here and wish to be stuck in the pass and never move forward. I know it's okay to feel afraid of growing up, it's a part of life. Tears, laughters, heartbreaks.. life IS really something, huh? I'm honestly afraid of growing up.. I am scared to be a failure. I don't want to be going to school for business, but later to find out I absolutely hate it. Failing is one of my worst fears.. but you don't fail until you give up. This term I really have put a lot of my effort into the work that I do, and I really wish it does pay off.. I know I slacked in the beggining, but I am improving. Going to study hard for finals all day tmrw, wish me luck!


So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again
-- haha, I can never get over this song.. makes me sad everytime LOL


Okay, So I was just watching the music video for this song on youtube, and I was going through the comments.. and this is what I came across.. ITs so sweet.. yet made me sad =(
dear samantha...
u can tell me if he bullies u.. i'll listen~
remember to eat more.. u are too slim~
do take care.. it pains me too if u're hurt~
slp well at nite.. i'll dream of us~
wish u get happiness that i couldnt give~
i still talk about you sometimes~

- victor

ISn't it??

xoxo, N

First entry!

Hello BLOGSPOT! I've decided to start blogging again, because I find it really enjoyable to be able to come back to old posts like 2 years after and read what I wrote. It's good to sometimes write memories down because who knows when it just vanishes and you just forget about it.

So, today was the last day of the semester.. weird 'cause I don't remember learning ANYTHING in my finance class haha! well don't I have a lot of stuff to study for. Anyway, so I stayed after school to study for law until 6:30 to wait for the BF. If it wasn't for seeing him today, I probably head home ASAP after class was over to go to bed, good thing I didn't though. I got a lot done =) Went over to his house waited for him to showe cause he stinks (hehe!), went to Old Spaghetti Factory, had pastaa! Mmmm! Hello fatties! After he dropped me off home, and then I stole some of J & P's french fries!! AHH I'm so bad.. Must stop eating! haha. Layed in bed for a while since I had such an exhausting day.. then drove P home, but it was just her mother home & I feel bad for letting her be home with her mom alone, apparently they don't get along to well.. So I drove P and J to Rogers Video.. WE WERE IN PAJAMAS! I was sooo embaressed, mind you, I've NEVER been out in my PJS. Atleast they were nice pretty ones :). It was pretty funny, we laughed at ourselves for a bit.. then a girl came in.. you'd never guess, THE GIRL WAS WEARING THE SAME PJS as J. Like what are the chances? Haha. In the end bought two movies, since it was buy one get one free! Yayyy! Dropped P home.. got home. Then just signed up for this blogspot and here I am blabbering away!

I love my boyfriend, he is so understanding (sometimes), and is soo dependable! *muaah* He really does complete me ♥ .

Have you guys (if anyones even reading this..) ever wonder if there's another universe out there, with another planet called Earth, with another you living on that planet? Okay, well anyone else. What are they doing? Blogging? Wondering the same thing I'm wondering now? Hmmm....

So, my goal is to keep updating this blog everyday, even if it's nothing special so that I have memories to look back on. But I'm done for now, ta-ta!

xoxo, N